MRS MORGAN’s MEMORIAL | DEL 🤦‍♀️

SUN 12th APRIL ‘2009:

After all that had happened yesterday my head just wouldn’t settle. I woke up just after 11am and thought about going to the graveside of uncle Tony’s mum as I haven’t been there since she passed.

I called aunty Pet... to see what time they were leaving and what time they had to be there. It started at 12:30pm and they were leaving out at 11:30am.

I then called aunty Me... to see if I could go with them but they weren’t ready yet, so I quickly got washed, dressed and made my way round to hers by 12:15pm.

Uncle Tony was in the bath but everyone else was sorted.

After the graveside we all returned back to Mrs Morgan’s house and chilled, there was a little blessing before the food was served.

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Then I had Mum call me... crying down the phone to me about Del, telling her that his going to (kill himself). 🤦‍♀️

Me, aunty Me and aunty Pet... flew down to Motown (flat above) to see him. Thank god we were only a 10min bus ride away

We knocked and he let us in and then w as sat on the floor, talking about his childhood and self-pitying himself... due to the guilt of putting his ‘hands on’ his girlfriend.

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