OUT 2 EAT AT HARVESTER WITH NANS KEY WORKER

TUES 19th MAY '2009:

While at home I was in deep thought about me and _____ and where we’d have been in our life... if we’d given our relationship a real go.

I’m pretty sure I’d have 1 if not 2 children for him, if god blessed me with them.

I have always known that he was the 1 and that we belonged together... but I wasn’t ready to take anything serious on board back in the ‘Bellingham Rd Days’

But I know ‘nothing happens before it’s time’ and believe ‘2009 is our time... if that’s what he wants too.

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