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๐Ÿ‡ฏ๐Ÿ‡ฒ S.E.L.D | NAN ๐Ÿ‡ฎ๐Ÿ‡ฑ

This blog is dedicated to my Nan, who was born in 1927 and died on my birthday, Jan 12th, back in โ€˜2012. Sharing a variety of pics, footage and audio of our time together with family during her North Peckham Estate day and the last 10yrs of her life, living in Nursing Homes. Priceless Memories




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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ๐Ÿ’‹ NAN


TUES 1st MARCH โ€˜2023

Wishing my Nan a happy Birthday





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HBD NAN ๐Ÿ’–


1st MARCH โ€˜2020:

Hope you have a splendid day up in the #heavens


This is #1 of my fav #tb #pics taken of her during her Nursing home days back in South London ๐Ÿ˜ Miss you, Love you, Thinking of you always.x



#happybirthday ๐Ÿ˜˜ #nan #today ๐ŸŽ‚





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HAPPY 90th ๐Ÿ˜˜ NAN & CHEERS ๐Ÿฅ‚ 2 U IN HEAVEN


1st MARCH โ€˜2019

Today, had she still been alive ๐Ÿ˜” my nan (mum's side) would have been celebrating her 90th birthday today. xXx


I have just found footage that was recorded when she was in the #nursinghome on Fri 6th Jan โ€˜2012, 6 days before she passed away. It breaks my heart ๐Ÿ’” to know that I did not record this last moment for longer. ๐Ÿ˜ข Something is better than nothing.๐Ÿ™


Monday 9th Jan โ€˜2012, she had been admitted to hospital for a urine infection, I went both days to visit her on Tues 10th & Wed 11th to tell her I wouldnโ€™t be coming on Thursday because it was my birthday... so I would be back on Friday!


I canโ€™t believe itโ€™s 6yrs since she passed away on 12th Jan, my 31st Birthday!! ๐Ÿฅบ A day that I will NEVER forget and cherish every year... because only she and my fabulous God know how much she meant to me.๐Ÿ’–


I am thankful, grateful and happy I got to know, and spend quality time with her and have so many, never seen, priceless memories of our time together during the last 10yrs of her life living within a Nursing Home.


No matter her bad, wicked, and unkind treatment towards me in my younger years, I understand and forgave her years ago. I will never forget and have โ€˜no regretsโ€™ because no one is โ€˜perfectโ€™ and the experience was meant to be part of my life journey. ๐Ÿ’ฏ


There is always a deep story behind every person that comes across as either (Cold, Mean, Unempathetic, Wicked or Reserved) to name a few! No one is born โ€˜BADโ€™ it stems from their damaging childhood which affects them. #Facts


Nan,ย whatever you are doing up above... I hope you have a Splendid day in heaven. Love and miss u so much. x



#happybirthday #nan #90th #celebration #love #vlog #blog





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HBD 2 ME& R.I.P ๐Ÿ˜” NAN


12.01.2018

This day back in 2012 my beautiful and precious Nan,ย passed away... on my Birthday ๐Ÿ’”and cannot believe itโ€™s been 6yrs already!


There is not a day that goes by when she is not in my thoughts and even more so on this particular day... as itโ€™s both mixed emotions of happiness for seeing another year ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ and also sadness as I miss her so much.๐Ÿ˜˜


I know she watching over me, keeping me safe and proud of me too and my birthdays will always be a celebration for both our lives... we will meet again 1 day.xxx


๐Ÿ’šLove you Nan... always and forever. Cheers ๐Ÿฅ‚to us.โ˜บ๏ธ





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LAID 2 REST ๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ


THURS 2nd FEB โ€˜2023:

11yrs today! How time flies, 11yrs today since you were laid to rest. ๐Ÿ•Š๏ธ Continue shining down on me from above and remember I love and miss you always. ๐Ÿ˜˜






7YRS 2DAY


SAT 2nd FEB '2019:

Itโ€™s 09:50 am and Iโ€™m sitting on my bed thinking about today when my Nan was laid to rest... having passed away on the 12th Jan (my birthday) ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜˜


I can feel her shining ๐ŸŒždown on me RIGHT NOW through my window... as Iโ€™m writing this.ย 


I FEEL YOU... Nan โ˜บ๏ธ


Only God knows how much I miss and love you ๐Ÿ˜˜ but I know you happy, safe and watching over/protecting me... alongside all my other Grandparents. ๐Ÿ–ค


I may no longer have a โ€˜LIVINGโ€™ grandparent but I know that you are all Blessing, Protecting and Wanting the best for me (and I)


THANK YOUย and LOVE U ALL.๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜


Toastย a drink ๐Ÿฅƒ up in heaven for me... too.x