Today (Sun 13th Oct '2019) is my beautiful nieces birthday... 6years old!
Haven't seen her or my nephew (welsh babies) since Feb '2018 after their mum left mine with the kids BECAUSE of pointing out some 'home truths' that had built up over 4yrs of knowing her.
Regardless of what of my truth in what was said and her not liking it... WTF do mothers like her love to use the children as weapons (as she has done) by stopping any access of communication with them. BLOCKED me on all her social media, blocked my number on her phone too!!!
Then a few wks ago I was searching for a contact under 'L' on my Whatsapp and saw her face pop-up. So she'd clearly removed me from 'Blockage'.
I sent her a text in the week asking her just to confirm if she is at the same address so I could send her a card and pressie or money, and as you can see from the screenshot she read it and ignored it (really).
Are you not a grown woman, with 4 kids who should know better (obviously not). She loves t...
Wow, while at work I’ve just seen the ‘ES Magazine’ with this handsome young man, beaming on the front cover.
Then I saw the words (Peckham Born) which made me want to read the article even more as someone who has something in common with him.
We’re both Peckham born, 10yrs apart and that automatically makes me smile and proud of him even more, for where his at and all his superb success in the 🇺🇸 .
I think this is the first time I’m reading or knowing about Damon, but all I can say is WOW and his captivating smile is enough to make him successful in any audition. 💯
The show ‘Snowfall’ and the film ‘Farming’ sounds like it’s going to be a great 1 to watch, touching on subjects which I’m sure will have a lot of people talking (good or bad) while also sensitive to anyone that has encountered such hate and racism!!
Having just watched the trailer I can honestly say mixed emotions of (Anger, Upset, Heart Rentching and Proud) Proud that these real life stories of black peoples experiences...
I don’t know how im really feeling right now, mixed emotions (upset, ok, angry) why because it’s crazy what has just happened today... 10yrs ago back in 2009, my ‘Me Too’ Sexual Harassment/Unfair Dismissal experience.
I found out 2days ago that I had an induction with the same company (in partnership with another) to which this traumatic event took place.
I was reluctant to go having refused to ever work for them again, why because they were not held accountable for the employee (senior project manager) who was responsible, who was unprofessional and who left me out of work, in debt, in shock and left feeling like rubbish as though my experience wasn’t worthy.
So of course I blame the company and today while in my induction, the company name was just in my face and then all of a sudden my head started to hurt 😞 and I just kept thinking back to how low I was feeling back then 10yrs ago.
To the point where I felt ashamed (why) I don’t know 🤷♀️ but I refused to work back in that industry...
At home due to no work today, waiting for new Security work (sooner rather than later).
But I’m still working on my own project my Book (Journey of a Hidden Princess) and briefly got distracted while looking for something and now I’m quickly de-cluttering a draw of OLD bills, post etc going back from my South-East London days!
Then I came across this beautiful card that 1 of my Nans, (R.I.P) to her 😘 this was received from 1 of her carers, he was fond of me and so sweet.
Reading these words was like, wow... how beautiful and precious to have someone think about you like this...
For years Oprah has been an inspirational role model for me... more so from the fabulous film 'colour purple'. Here are some of her powerful, blessed, uplifting, deep motivational speeches that I embrace... more so when I'm on a 'low' one!
Watch, Listen and embrace her words... because her words, truth is so POWERFUL.