SUN 21st JUNE '2009: Del asked me to please not contact _______ as he wanted to sort things out himself. I told him to stop making her 'mess with his head' and not to believe anything she says to him. He also had £50 to give back to me which I lent him for his rent! ------------------------------------------------------------- ©Nicky Diaries (up, close and personal) #nickydiaries2009 by @AnikkaForbes #sunday #21st #june #bro #del #depressed #mentalhealth #relationships

SAT 20TH JUNE '2009: Dom (cuzie) passed up with the kids for a little today... as they wanted to see the kittens! Shan, couldn't get enough of them and Lewis loved them too. Mum sent me a text after 9pm to say that Del (bro) had slit his wrist again and she's on her way down there. I told her to call me when she got there as I wasn't home... I was up the road at Ian's. ------------------------------------------------------------- ©Nicky Diaries (up, close and personal) #nicky

WED 20th MAY '2009: I got up just after 9am and went into ‘sort out’ mood. I decided to finally try out the washing machine and hope it won’t mash-up my clothes! So I sorted them all and put a wash in and it washed fine... so then I hung them up outside. Del, popped round too and had some ‘bun and cheese' then asked he is could borrow some chicken seasoning. So, I have him some of my ‘fry chicken’ seasoning I then left out of home at 14:30pm and walked up to mums... stayed